Mistress Sidonia
Supreme Ruler of The English Mansion. Leather clad ‘n’ booted bitch, highly sexed, cruel male slave owner and trainer.
So many cruel torments, so many slaves to use and abuse…
Here are just a few movies, showing inside the mansion, where you can watch the sadistic Mistress Sidonia in action,
Collar me please Mistress Sidonia, I beg with clear mind and open heart for you to take me as your slave ..
Sincere Greetings Mistress Sidonia;
I enjoy having an adorable beautiful Mistress as yourself engage in the sadistic fun of pushing a submissive slaves limits beyond what he/she might expect. That to me incites much excitement and respected fear as it might be in someways enjoyable. Perhaps one of my greatest fears of being strictly and deserving of your BDSM punishments, is losing my emotional resolve in actually crying with tears trying to keep a certain acquiescence or preparing for pain in its various BDSM forms though futile such an attempt maybe. The feeling of being overwhelmed by the impenetrable beauty and power of a Mistresses femininity can be much to bear on the weaknesses of a male slave especially when tied and restrained only with remaining senses of passion that weaken my mind.
I fondly reminisce in fear and excitement your CBT insertion torment of the Bladder Filled and Emptied shoot you did years ago to a slave with you dressed as a sexy Nurse. I think of this shoot often and fantasize myself being the slave feeling very humbled, nervous and embarrassed having no control of being subject to such torment. I suppose every slave is different emotionally overwhelmed even if there was little to no pain involved in that incredible experience.
Perhaps repressed childhood memories of being fearfully catheterized by two beautiful female nurses and having a sexy female urologist place a cystoscope inside my bladder on two separate occasions. I was a young teen when this occurred leaving lasting memories of fear.
When I think of invasive Femdom CBT these same memories resurface but at the same time it incites excitement along with fear. In similar ways of being a virgin having a Mistress penetrate her male slave with a strapon the very first time. Invasive Femdom CBT leaves quite an impression on me emotionally. Which is why I find it so tantalizing seeing such powerful femininity in a Mistress steal and control a male slaves soul. Perhaps such would embarrassingly make me cry in front of my Mistress. And I could think of no one more beautiful as you Mistress Sidonia to force such fears on me.
Most Respectfully with Love
Your Wannabe Slave
Chris F. xo